Have you ever met someone you clicked with but soon that followed with lots of confusion?
I didn’t know my father, I met him when I was 21. I always felt his presence even though he wasn’t there - his presence was the dark heavy energy of Saturn.
When I met him we were so similar warts and all, it was like I met my shadow, like I was looking at my future self unless I sorted my s***
Several years earlier I had a past life remembrance of him shaving his skin off into my food - thought I’d imagined it, until that day
I read his obituary.
Since my father's passing his presence in my life is stronger, more physical than when he was here.
Like he's desperate to make up for it in some way, but he already has. The gifts he gave me are my strength, resilience, creativity and independence. In fact both my parents gave me that, but I am lucky enough that my mum didn’t abandon me and is still alive.
Have you ever felt so confused by a “spiritual experience” that your life turns upside down?
At its worst I can’t sleep, I can’t stop eating to stuff down my feelings, I can’t drive, I can’t function.
I’ve ended businesses, relationships and made myself homeless - all because of feeling so upside down.These confusing times were worst from my early twenties until my late thirties, the strength of these experiences would knock me for six.
And I'm happily married - even when the 7 year itch happens!
In 2018 Distinct Markers showed I am on a different path than that of my ancestral karma:
1. My mum's relationship with her step daughter (who has the same birthday as my own step adult :)) mirrored mine, right down to exactly the same defining crescendo in 2015. In 2018 this turned around for me. My step adult not only started talking to me again, but showed the love, and acceptance they struggled to before.
2. The pounds! They piled on me and out of the bank! I had hit the big 4 0 - the year my father piled on the weight, lost his business and went bankrupt. I felt trapped in his dark shadow, but I broke through and I’ve lost nearly 3 stone since April and it’s been the best business year since 2016.
Me? Now at 42 can I hand on heart say i’m there?
Am I 100% free?
Does my life fall apart when something karmic happens?
So back to you:
If I could show you the past life karma that's affecting you in the present and how to find
the key to fast track your evolution, would you want to know?
Watch what’s coming up for you now? Is it you don’t have the time? Is it that you don’t have the money? Is it that you’ll do it next time?
I haven’t even spoken of the price, but sometimes I hear this from people EVEN before speaking of the price!
This speaks volumes, can you afford time, money or relationship wise not to do this?
Embrace and live and Enchanted life,